funny shit

if you've ever been pissed off by customer service people - you should read this. evany rocks.http://www.smug.com/32/feature.html

today's my birthday

today is my 22nd anniversary - and yet again, it sucks. I hate being born on a day when everyone is busy. My boyfriend has to work late today, and no one has called to wish me a happy birthday, so it looks like I shall be spending the whole day playing animal crossing and vegging....I spose that's better than working, yes? anyway, hey airfare, glad you're back - you'd damn well better call me today!!!

well

I don't really feel like updating because it's been between 3 and 4 months. But I'll give a tidbit. still dealing with sickness in and out (immunities down...it sucks) anyway, job's still cool (though work politics suck) and I love love love the man I have. his name's rob, he's 29 and works with me...long red hair (jen you would looove him (I think/hope?)) Mika, you'd prolly like him too; i think your brother did. I've got a lovely place, and a lovelier roommate. Family is mostly good, and I have new skis! Also (though I know you don't particularly care - this is more for me) Rach is preggers again! (hopefully this one will last) anyway -there's the tri-yearly update. :P

mad world

i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of strange that the dreams that we are hiding are the ones we never change.

hungry

hungry girlis gonna break outwithout a doubtbecause she wants it she needs itshe has to to free itwhen you were in betweeneverything was cleannow protection's goneand she's so far alongshe'll have to claw her way outhungry girldoesn't know the world anymoreit's a hard placewhen you're backed into a crawlspacewithout room to growand you can't face what it takes to let it go.she's heard so much deceitthe sting of truth can't taste sweet.carefully destroyed all the self inside herso she could avoidfacing that she was her own salvation.now she'll have to give all she's gotto get out of what's notpossible to ignore anymore.Hungry girl doesn't want to go hungry again.

once again it's all jen's fault ;)

1)you've graduated. what do you want to do in the next five years?Want to get a job, maybe go back to school, do all the things I've ever wanted; like go to a jazz club in the city, visit Italy...be an adult. Oh, and make loads of money so I don't have to worry about anything...and meeting the person I wanna marry would be cool too. I'm getting old ;) 2) the united states falls off the face of the planet and you have to re-locate. where would you go and why? ITALY!!!! because it's lovely. And, yes, I know "the boys will pinch your ass till it's black and blue and chase you into the ocean." Or maybe I'm mixing my warnings about Greece and Italy. Hmm.3)how do you think you've changed through the college years? oh bloody hell, that's a broad question. Let's just say I've gained a lot more experience through which I can evaluate life.4) favorite poet? favorite poem? Don't know and/or don't have one. One I admire greatly for his intelligence is Shakespeare. He's bloody brilliant...and sick.5)where's waldo? for that matter, where are you?Lower right corner behind the fat guy in the bathing suit. Wouldn't you like to know! Bwa hahaha. I've escaped to my secret location. OK!now, onto what you do:1. leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.2. i will respond and ask you five questions.3. you'll update your journal/blog/diary/thing with my five questions, and your five answers.4. you'll tack this sterling explanation onto the end.5. and you'll ask anyone who wants to be interviewed by you five questions of your own devising. (taken EXACTLY from Jen)

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

The other night, dear, As I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms. When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken And I hung my head and cried.-------------------------------Ironic how understanding and hope can hurt your very self.