about time

Well, everyone (strike that, *almost* everyone) finally talked last night. It was good to get things in the clear and open. Things have a tendency to simply pile up on top of each other this year, and I was getting confused. On top of that I am sick and this weekend is my graduation :(*takes a sip of alka-seltzer*hehe. Yeah, so talking makes you feel good. Head colds make you feel like there are little people inside your head mining the back of it with tiny (but very hard) hammers....and they stuffed your ears with dynamite. *takes a sip of alka-seltzer*;) I don't even know if the person that that comment references even reads my journal. -----In Other News----- saw Finding Nemo *drools* beautiful graphix, lovely story, another wondorous Pixar creation. Have another interview at 5 tonight. Hope it goes well. and in other, other news, I think I'm actually happy. Really. And considering the year I've had....that REALLY says a lot. I didn't think a person could change so much in a single year. Or perhaps I haven't? I hope that I have, because if I came through all of that unscathed and unchanged I will be disappointed. *takes a sip of alka-seltzer*alright, I'm done (with the alka-seltzer joke) I think it's about time that I finally updated something that actually discussed my life. I hope that the other people affected by this are happy as well; if not yet, then soon. I think that a lot of relationship discussion (not necessarily by me) came to a cusp this year, and it was necessary. Sooo, yeah. The end. -----transmission over------*is a dork*

Suspended

You should have turnedyour back to mefar too long ago.You should have gone away;and sothis weight consumed mewhile your smile threw meI felt I had to stayand now you’ve got me caught in hopestranded and flounderingwith no way left to cope.I needed an outto take me somewhere new;steal me from this place insidewhere I was led by you.I know I should runbut you’ve locked my heart awayI know I should escape from hereand I know I’m gonna stay.